Someday

University is starting soon. I'm not anxious nor happy about it. I'm thoughtful.

Is it only the beginning of hardships, of adulthood? Do I have to make the right choices now? Do I have to choose for my future?
I'm kinda of sad to be all alone again, my friends left to follow their own path.

I don't know how much I changed these last years, this past decade.
I kinda still like similar things but did I grow up?