Bye

For anyone still reading this blog, I want to say I won't update it anymore. I'm using other media and see no use in keeping this one anymore.

You can find me on twitter and wordpress.

I'll keep it short and just say I'm leaving for Seoul in a week.
Bye bye.

Waiting

I'm waiting for answers.

One should think about how lucky we are. Things may not always go the way we want to them to go but in the end, we shouldn't complain so much.
Last year, getting into university was really difficult. Now, I'm waiting to know whether next September I go to a South-Korean university or not.
I can't really think about anything else. It may be one of the most important moments in my life. I'm not even joking.

Oh well, I've been living in Paris for almost three years now. I think it's time to leave this city. Not to Montpellier, nore to Lyon or any big or smaller French cities. I'm talking about going to another country.

Patience is hard to learn.
I really want to go back to Asia.

In 2011, I want to...

Meet new people, meet some again, be with my friends
Have self-confidence, be less pessimistic (even though I've been telling this for years)
Still be motived for studies, even though I don't like some courses
Pass my exams at Nanterre University
Go on an exchange student program in South Korea, Seoul
Go to China, South Korea and Japan
Go to see Guckkasten, Sakanaction, KREVA, ACIDMAN...
Go to Countdown Japan fes' 2011-2012
Buy lots of cds
etc.

And I'll probably be happy when Tukutz comes back from military service. I really like Epik High and it's sad 2010 was such a harsh year for them.
2010 wasn't really nice to me either. Hopefully 2011 will be a year of many successes.

Exchange

I'll take the TOEFL exam in two weeks. I'd like to get a mark as high as possible but it's not like I speak English fluently.
But the fact is that I may be lucky enough to get into an Korean or an Japanese university as an exchange student next year. And for it to happen, I need to get a very good score!!
Please tell me if I make any mistakes.
The more I think about it the more I want to go overseas. Being far from one's family, not speaking the local language but English. I know about it.
I really want to try living one year abroad on my own and see how really this foreign country is.
I really like Paris and I like studying in Nanterre but I just want to go to Asia.
Would I like it?

Someday

University is starting soon. I'm not anxious nor happy about it. I'm thoughtful.

Is it only the beginning of hardships, of adulthood? Do I have to make the right choices now? Do I have to choose for my future?
I'm kinda of sad to be all alone again, my friends left to follow their own path.

I don't know how much I changed these last years, this past decade.
I kinda still like similar things but did I grow up?

One life

Things may not go the way I want them to. But it's good that life is surprising.
It has its sad moments and its goodbyes.
We also discover new things and meet new people. We keep precious memories.

My life hasn't begun nor ended. I'm just living in the present moment.

I may not know how to spend my time in a useful way. I may not be the best friend or family. I may not put enough effort to do things.

I'm curious about life. Life is too precious, isn't it?

Maybe

Finally things have been decided. One more year in Paris for me. Next year I'm going to study near Paris business district, la Défense, in Paris Nanterre University.
Management Sciences or Business Management. I don't know even know what I chose to study this. Maybe because everything else just looks even worse to me. I don't want to specialize (for my Master, which is in two years) in Finance but rather in Marketing or Communication. What would be the best thing? Doing some exchange program in some Asian university. Yeah. I have to convince my parents and study hard, very hard.

But things don't really look clearer.