Pure

http://www.audioleaf.com/lone/
http://www.tfm.co.jp/lock/riot/artists/artist.php?id=12

I call it love.

Peace of mind

How do we succeed in going through days without facing the reality? Why do we always pretend to be alone? Why do we feel lonely? What is self-confidence?
Time flies. And we are still standing in the same place.
But some will be given a chance.

Since I came back to France (not that I stayed a long time abroad), it's difficult for me to appreciate how things are here. I used to think Paris was a great city and all, and now I can't stand it anymore. Things are chaotic. I want efficiency and consistency. I guess people are very slow here, as I am, and still...

Precious

Van Ness Wu

Reading this famous Taiwanese artist fanboying about Japan makes me smile. Is it more difficult to lead your life there, more than anywhere else? I wonder.

I can't tell if things are going wrong or right.
Waiting. Worrying. Discovering. Learning. Without knowing.
I'll be soon 20... and I kept daydreaming all that time. I have always thought I had a clear view about how things were... but the more I grow up, the more things get confused. Well, no one can tell how things will be but at least some people know how they want things to be.
Well, it's not that I haven't things I want to do, but I just can't. Someone told me to wait.
Oh.... but is life like a circle? Same step, ever.

I'm bored here.

Endless melody

It's funny how I wanted to know as many western metal bands as possible when I was like 13 and how now, 19, I try to know more about hip hop artists, more precisely Asian ones.
I'm talking about KREVA or Epik High. They are now among my favorite musicians, with the everlasting rock band ACIDMAN as my number one band. I totally gave up on visual kei "artists" and I sometimes try to forget I used to love these bands.
Time changes. But at least, now, I don't care about what people say about it... and I don't follow any other people's tastes anymore. It seems I kind of used to. Shame on me.
Ah... it makes me think of.... are there any KREVA fans in France? I feel like I'm the only one.

Oh well... I'm interested in Japan more than ever... or maybe is it only Kansai? Random fact: I just told my sister that when I was in Japan, 89% of the day, I was thinking about food (I wish I could try more things). It doesn't happen to me when I'm in Paris. How strange is that. ahah
Well, one of the many things that saddens me about France, is that, for young people, going out at night mainly means nightclubs. There is no such thing such as meeting friends and going to karaoke. Simple things. Small friendly places.

I have great hope for the future, though I don't know how to achieve what I aim for.
I'm sorry for the messy post.

Memories of

From myself to the w o r l d. From France to Japan. Thoughts. Music.
I already have a LJ but here I go with another blog.
100% (bad) English blog opening;
Let's go~