dimanche 27 décembre 2009

フジファブリック

This is too sad. I'm shocked.
Why? Why? Why?

Rest in peace 志村正彦
He was Fujifaric's soul and spirit.

I'll miss him.
It means a lot to me.

lundi 14 décembre 2009

No goodbye

It's already the end of year. And I'm thinking about what I achieved this year. Should I be smiling? Or should I be sad?
Concerning music, I was lucky enough to see ACIDMAN (my favorite band), THE BACK HORN, Nobuaki Kaneko (well... RIZE), kyohsuke (ex-la vie en rose, with Usagi), etc. How amazing it was!
The sad thing is that doing as many things as I did this year won't happen before several... y e a r s?

It's okay to wait but I never know if it's already too late.

mercredi 2 décembre 2009

No snow

Things are going pretty well. Well, talking about school only, although I've never had so many things to do. I'm busy as hell.
I have to start and finish writing a report about R'n'B in France, Germany, Japan and Korea and I don't even know what exactly R'n'b is. (R&B French artists just suck, Korean artists come from boysbands and Japanese market is more or less like the US one)

Can't believe it's December already. Might going to Disneyland Paris before the end of the month. Then Christmas. And 2010. 20.


Winter song.

dimanche 22 novembre 2009

Peace of mind

How do we succeed in going through days without facing the reality? Why do we always pretend to be alone? Why do we feel lonely? What is self-confidence?
Time flies. And we are still standing in the same place.
But some will be given a chance.

Since I came back to France (not that I stayed a long time abroad), it's difficult for me to appreciate how things are here. I used to think Paris was a great city and all, and now I can't stand it anymore. Things are chaotic. I want efficiency and consistency. I guess people are very slow here, as I am, and still...

samedi 14 novembre 2009

Precious

Van Ness Wu

Reading this famous Taiwanese artist fanboying about Japan makes me smile. Is it more difficult to lead your life there, more than anywhere else? I wonder.

I can't tell if things are going wrong or right.
Waiting. Worrying. Discovering. Learning. Without knowing.
I'll be soon 20... and I kept daydreaming all that time. I have always thought I had a clear view about how things were... but the more I grow up, the more things get confused. Well, no one can tell how things will be but at least some people know how they want things to be.
Well, it's not that I haven't things I want to do, but I just can't. Someone told me to wait.
Oh.... but is life like a circle? Same step, ever.

I'm bored here.

mercredi 11 novembre 2009

Endless melody

It's funny how I wanted to know as many western metal bands as possible when I was like 13 and how now, 19, I try to know more about hip hop artists, more precisely Asian ones.
I'm talking about KREVA or Epik High. They are now among my favorite musicians, with the everlasting rock band ACIDMAN as my number one band. I totally gave up on visual kei "artists" and I sometimes try to forget I used to love these bands.
Time changes. But at least, now, I don't care about what people say about it... and I don't follow any other people's tastes anymore. It seems I kind of used to. Shame on me.
Ah... it makes me think of.... are there any KREVA fans in France? I feel like I'm the only one.

Oh well... I'm interested in Japan more than ever... or maybe is it only Kansai? Random fact: I just told my sister that when I was in Japan, 89% of the day, I was thinking about food (I wish I could try more things). It doesn't happen to me when I'm in Paris. How strange is that. ahah
Well, one of the many things that saddens me about France, is that, for young people, going out at night mainly means nightclubs. There is no such thing such as meeting friends and going to karaoke. Simple things. Small friendly places.

I have great hope for the future, though I don't know how to achieve what I aim for.
I'm sorry for the messy post.

Memories of

From myself to the w o r l d. From France to Japan. Thoughts. Music.
I already have a LJ but here I go with another blog.
100% (bad) English blog opening;
Let's go~